Digital-Princess1004

We shook hands, my alter side and I, though he was not as dark as I thought I was bright. Therefore I held him close as black faded to gray, and I told him we were healing and we would be okay.

Since I denied this twisted ribbon of fate, they call me evil. Then what does that make you? It's a witch hunt all over again. Hurry, hurry, praise a deafening lord. They have turned their backs on me. From the blind I awake, this was never a dream. Look what you've done, now we have to start all over again. Don't waste your breath, it's useless to show truth. They call me wicked, but what about you? Faith has clouded judgement. Hurry, hurry, there's not much time left. Praise the holy city, gates and eyes shut, to find your way out of the dark. And they told me to believe but they call me unholy. In a forest of sin, no one is safe.

Read me and you shall learn a question or a choice. Read me and you shall learn my thoughts without a voice. I am words from a simple mind. Read me and you shall find memories I left behind. Behind simple curvings of ink to paper, you shall know me from a simple letter.

I know you're out there waiting for morning to strike. You can't fight this forever or be broken by life. If I ruled the world, you wouldn't need to be afraid. You'd be safe and sound on my own sacred ground. In the city of empires, a crown, a throne, a kingdom. I would build you a shield. I would give you your freedom. I know you're dreaming away the pain of reality. You're going to have to wake when I promise to keep you safe. I'll build walls as tall as mountains and break away your armor of silence. It's okay to come to me. I'll be your king and your queen. In the city of empires, somewhere lost in your soul. One day I will come get

Please don't say sorry after this is all over. There is nothing to regret even if I'll still miss you. The hurt was inevitable from the start, I guess we just didn't see it coming. Was it from the day you looked away? or the day I stopped worrying? If you if I really loved, would we still be here right now? I hope you'll miss me because something was real, just not anymore. Of course this is goodbye but how frustrating that we can let go so easily. The pain is dull and welcome. If you if I just came a bit closer it might have been more beautiful but more tragic. It's a cloudy day today so I guess this is goodbye. One last look, one last memo

Things happen, people change. We're all made to be this way.

Not like gunshots and bloody scars, not like civility or civil wars. A bullet made a bullet fixed the hearts of wild-eyed heretics.

Eyes drift off. Watch me. Skin gentle soft. Touch me. Hope runs. Stop. Push me. I am not fighting. Lost fear wait. Catch me. Close light fate. Save me. Path steps follow. Find me. Flight sound echo. Remember me.

These words have been ripped out of my chest and thrown onto this paper splattered with my blood. The heart still beats slower in the suffocating darkness that fills my veins and won't let me go. In this life which has poisoned my tongue it builds another side that crushes my hard-earned labor. And as the waves and winds batter and tear me to shreds and push me back every time I try to crawl out I start over. There is not much left nothing to look at nothing to love nothing to save anymore. This life whose gods have abandoned me under a merciless sky has nothing more to show and now it is my choice whether to die or to survive.

I will be chasing these steps and following this road. They are leading me further from the end further than I ever could've imagined to be. Now here I am. I don't know why but even after all the rain and the sorrow and the pain I'll stay here because it's all mine to keep. Nobody will ever know how I felt. Leave me alone and I'll never leave. I forgive this merciless sky who has battered me within my last breath. Even if I'm gone in the arms of Heaven this path will continue to no end. Follow me. One by one step by step until there is nothing left.